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January 14, 2004
Two Birthdays Today!
Today two friends of mine have birthdays!
My friend Rebecca (Becky) Kokai who Drew and I Have known scince we were in Kindergarden. Aswell as my friend Felix Flores who I have known for aprox. 9 years only through internet corrsepondence and a very occasional phone call. Theese are two people who have played a big role in my life.
Becky I can hardly remember not being in my life. She has grown up in similar circumstances as me. Has always been just a phone call away.We have had a similar lifestyle. We have gone to the same schools, and we have known the same friends. We have camped together, had sleep overs together, and delt with heart ache and disapointment in all forms together. Becky is a person I know would be there for me the second I ever needed her and Becky is the person who understands me without words. Becky is a person who you know will never be scared to give you her opinion, she will give it to you straight and honest and to the point, a quality I admire in a person. She also wears her heart on her sleeve. Like most who do she has been taken advantage of, But she is also gracious enough to be able to forgive and let go of the people who have taken advantage of her. Becky, I Wish I could have been with you today for your birthday! To me, Becky is best desribed as a walking warm hug. As far as I'm concerned to me Becky is part of my family.
And Lex, though we have never met, he probably knows more about the inner workings of my mind than even some of my closest friends. He has kind of been my Diary over these last few years. A diary that responds back with kind words, encouragement and stories of a life driven by passion. He is incredibly observant. I think when he gets over being as shy as he is, He is going to make some girl out there so incredibly lucky
I Havn't kept complete records of what I have sent him over the years so I don't even know what he has learned about me from my 3am Emails when I couldn't sleep. Most of my most secret thoughts or intense emotions were expressed in long drawn out letters to him. Lex has been support to me when I can't tell anyone what's really going on. He has been a devoted friend. I regret to say since I have started writing this Blog I have had less letter writing to him( I'm sorry Lex). Lex is one of those people I never want to loose touch with.
And so, Becky and Lex, I hope your birthdays go well. That all your birthday wishes are granted, and that this year blesses you as much peace, support and passion for life as both of you have been able to provide me with your friendship.
Happy Birthday to both of you! I Love you both!
Cheers!Posted by becca at January 14, 2004 10:01 PM